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wedding frenzy

Everyone seems to be getting engaged or married these days...so I decided to contribute to this wedding craze as well:

for some reason...this one popped out to me...it has me screaming all over it...

I want a robot friend

what do i do?

you ask me how my day was

as if it's the same everyday

i say i'm okay but

you really don't know how i feel

do you think i'll be okay without you?

are you okay without me?

the world without you is so hard

that i blame myself for still breathing

what should i do?

even now

i live each painful day because of your words

tell me if this is a bad thing to do

are you living each day painfully like i am?

you and me

are we too late?

do we not have a chance?

i still think about you and you might know this

finally is this it?

are we going to end like this?

is it okay with you?

i don't think i can do it

the love i find with you

i won't find it anywhere even if i die

what should i do?

if it isn't you

no one else can hold my heart

please hold me

and you know

that even though the whole world tries to

no one can erase your memories

so please hold me

what should i do?

even now

i live each painful day because of your words

tell me if this is a bad thing to do

are you living each day painfully like i am?

you and me

is it too late?

do we not have a chance?

but me,

i still think about you,

and you might not know

Bublé for the Romantics

a fun Michael Bublé song that i came across for all us hopeless romantics.

"and i know someday that it'll all turn out

you'll make me work, so we can work to work it out

and i promise you, kid, that i can give so much more than i get

i just haven't met you yet"

sharing the more enjoyable moments

i suppose i've been abusing this blog way too much whenever some irritating event/person crosses my path. i remember wanting to use this blog as my 'memoir' of some sort...and memoir it shall be. 


it hasn't been easy living this monotonous life up north...the weather always seems to be going through some sort of pre-menstrual cycle...it seemed like fairly good weather last week, then it decided to have nonstop rain for a couple of days, hailed, snowed a bit while the sun was out and the skies were blue...then just straight up cold. i think i'm starting to forget what season i'm in...


i've been trying to find a nice teaching job in Houston the past couple of months...no luck yet. i flew in over the weekend for a job fair, little did i know...2000 other fellow job seekers were fighting for a spot in ONE of the 32 SCHOOLS. what are my chances? let's not think about that right now.


it's definitely been stressful, but i don't plan on continuing living up here...it gets a bit depressing. i need the sun, humidity, and a long term job. 


on a happier note: i have a furry little companion by my side now :)

You may call him, Dug. He was the lazier one out of his litter, i knew he'd fit right in the family :)


What does he do throughout the day? Pee, Poop, Eat, Sleep. Occasionally, he'd howl at my foul attempt to play the violin. 


I guess he's been keeping me more or less sane these past couple of weeks as i undergo job hunting again. 


...until next time.

wedding blogs

i've found a sudden fetish with wedding blogs...

now that i think about it, i think i've always been into wedding pictures/videos...so i guess blogs were the next obsession. not that i want to get married anytime soon or anything, i think it's just one of those fairy tale hopeless romantic fantasy dreams i have whenever i see it...from the table decorations, the bridesmaid dresses to the actual wedding dress and the shoes that must go well with it.


...this includes the photographers and videographers that would be at my wedding...(just look at my first few entries...you'll see what i mean)

i wonder how long this fetish will last...